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| helo..im feeling o so wonderufl today...i kinda feel like going running as fast as i can down a highway to c how far i can launch my body if i run strate into a car...somone out there dos not like me...they just try and confuse me...bak and forth my mind keeps going...its driving me fucking crazy...every question im asking myself has been answerd different each time i ask it..i didnt even feel like getting out of been today..i was kinda hoping the top bunk mite fall and crush me b4 i cood get up...o wel...i shal b off...gonno try and figure out why today is so..not rite... | | |
| Umm...wow..god wat 12 or so commments...thats a record....wel um its like 5am..and im not tired...donno wat to do.....today was a good day tho by the way....got to c my love...and also i had an enteresting chat with randoo...but i dont feel like xplaning caus i just .. dont..so im gonna go...umm buhbye everyone *love you shanna* | | |
| I wonder how many ppl wil leeve a comment on this one...like i go to somone elses website they have a BRAND NEW post and they have like 20+ comments...im like Wtf?...i get a couple in a week or 2...im so...special ..life is wonderful you no..not realy having much of one...not much of a band(more like a 1nce a month get together)...population of ppl i can trust=who nos?...i need to get out of this damn house...i get 1-2 calls a day..i go out like once a week....im a pathetic,pail,guitar player...with no life...I NEED A BAND...fuck.. | | |
| Welp...life sux...sense i never realy come here im gessing other ppl dont either...so i gess i shood do somthing i dont do much and let out my feelings...im fucking pissed...pissed...pissed...and sad......it was me and my loves 5 month aniversary yesterday....and i ruined it...and i din just rune in by not being with her..but i runed it by getting drunk and not being able to move...and she dosnt like me doing things that are bad for me...so ANYONE who calls me whipped or thinks that i shood do wat i wanna do insted of wat my gf says they can fuck off(also quiting is wat i want to do, only reason i do anything else is because as my mom says im a "follower)...because im changing...im not smoking(cigs/weed) or drinking anymore...it hurts shanna, and thats the last thing i want to do...and i think that she thinks that i ditched the aniversary to drink..but i didnt..i thot that i wasnt gonna get to c her alrdy...so i made plans b4 i new...and i didnt know for sure there was gonna b alchohol involved..i didnt care, i kinda just wanted to play...but watever its done, gone...if i cood fix it i definetly wood...im not mad at anyone was there with me either...you guys were fucking great...but ANYWAYS...main point...i love shanna to much to risk losing her...so im quiting everything said above..if you totaly missed it it was (smoking{weed/cigs} and drinking)...im gonna go now and decided my punishment for my rong doings..... | | |
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